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Tuesday, 06 January 2009...

flight risk

conventionally simple then put out

to pastoral or fake georgics — it’s as much

a lifestyle choice as another snapshot

of your library falling half-read from its shelves,

printed at home on glossy paper

& sent to someone else’s mother. more

brief pauses for empathy when i think

you mean emphasis? either way, you’re a

lost cause & now you save the world

one group at a time & post everything

in public as a rough translation of

being absolutely modern. the victorians

would have loved facebook, the romantics

got their arses banned. or think of dransfield,

waiting for telstra to roll out broadband to

courland penders & sweating on rimbaud

to update his blog.

a false libretto

hooning around ginza (black suit, brown teeth)

as the neon highlights the giant poster

on the side of the mitsukoshi & legions

of scooter kids do the round & round

thing, helmets barely disturbing their hair.

it’s not that we like liquor, we just need it,

i mean at some point, sure, i’m going to

wash the dishes & whatever they’re trying

to sell to me is gonna have to vault

the language barrier / the return of the absurd

has nothing on the seven salarymen trying

to pour their sempai into a yellow taxi. it’s

almost a choreography, just as a couple of

thousand yen will smooth almost any waters.

the trains stop but the city doesn’t, later

we walk underneath the shutoko & talk about

stuff we don’t remember in the morning. not

ginza though, realtors & sub-leasees facing off

at twenty paces, the dawn chorus scored

for rubbish trucks & stimulus package.

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ah crap — you mean i can’t stay on vacation forever? some notable achievements of the last week or so (while i avoid getting ready for work as long as i possibly can):

  • cleaned up/out the house & got rid of a heap of old rubbish
  • rode exactly zero kilometres
  • completely failed to rebuild my home network
  • discovered some insane 75.5% spiced rum
  • never actually got really sick
  • spent a lot of time with the kids
  • didn’t blow a heap of money at the new year sales on crap i don’t need
  • got tickets to see Beck on march 24 (thanks Rob, or more specifically, Mari)

now — if i could just track down the creature that seems to be eating, hoarding or just plain hiding my underwear… & remind me again why i didn’t book vacation through until a slightly warmer month… oh, right, wasn’t owed that many days… now i remember…

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Monday, 05 January 2009...

do dogs fart? inquiring three & a half year old minds want to know… fortunately(?), my experiences with several previous family pets allowed me to answer in the affirmative…

inappropriate south park flashback — what’s that? it’s a pig daddy! & what’s that? it’s an elephant! uh oh…

no contest, really — several hundred years of traditional japanese architecture versus a determined not-quite two year old…

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smoke or music? music! as it turns out, the iPod connect functionality on the stereo in chiba supports the iPhone 3G… it’s even charging… one less cable to not have to worry about forgetting to pack… now if i can just get it hooked up to the car navi… preferably without having to take apart the dashboard…

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not overly impressed — with pastebud… works pretty much as advertised, but still… not exactly what i’m looking for… it’s kinda weird, because apps are already passing strings between each other on this thing (URLs to safari, for example, or the to do list app i’ve got to the notebook & vice versa)… ah well, one of these days i guess…

overly impressed — long weekends in chiba are great… didn’t get out to the house so much last year… will have to try to get here more often in 2009…

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regression testing, continued

i. fries with that?

the older i get the more stupid i become,

as the empiricist said to the vicar.

 

hardly a crisis of faith.

 

days go by & we visit the fishmarket,

order mulloway (their quicksilver scales

 

tattooed the darkness of the river, now i

wrap my Muse in poems like

 

so much old newsprint.) seven

ways of looking at a fishmonger?

 

why bother? the last three or four

are simply overkill.

 

ii. the confessions of saint anthony

it was me what done it.

 

iii. a reckoning

dear mat, the cheque’s in the mail

(writ in my father’s hand). p.s. the Angel

says don’t try to cash it.

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Saturday, 03 January 2009...

circadian arrhythmia –wha? 10 to 5 in the morning?

chiba — so here we are in chiba… i really should try to get a bit more sleep before the pokemons wake up…

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Thursday, 01 January 2009...

removed for terms of use violation? sure, whatever. the greatest song ever written*, back for 2009!

* actual greatness of song may be simulated

 

woah! someone finally posted some nancy vandal! we now proudly present, the greatest song ever written**!

** what? shut up.

 

you say no way — now there’s a church, there is the steeple, dogs are the best people…

 

ruh roh — is this some karmic g-love thing happening here baby or what?

 

elvis is in your cheeseburger — listen up joanie baby!

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get your year on — this one is for all the cows…

happy new year

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Wednesday, 31 December 2008...

sukiyaki new year! it’s only 8.15 & i’m already about to hit my enka & j-pop tolerance limit…

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are we there yet? 2008, what an absolutely great year to see the back of… personal highlights would obviously have to include the insanely prolonged, several months long saga of the fabled Transfer To Sydney, which was on/off/maybe no definitely uh maybe no definitely sign here it’s all good when are you leaving you probably shouldn’t go… lucky for us Sumie didn’t resign from her full time, longstanding job in the belief we were as good as on the plane… oh, wait…

still, a rolling short term contract-based position for an employer that’s frantically downsizing people all around her is ever so nearly as secure as her previous role, so you know, it’s all good…

more hilarity ensued on the employment front in september when i had the astounding good fortune of having a front row seat to watch the hindenbank crash & burn… surprisingly, given the magnitude of that particular disaster, the aftermath (he says, with fingers firmly crossed) appears to be working itself out, at least on a purely personal level… which is to say, i remain employed, & 2009 may bring better things… or different things, or something…

ah well — as Jim would say, i’ve had better years, but i’m not bitter…

roll on 2009 — let’s find out what’s up next… all the best to you & yours for the new year… drink ‘em if ya got ‘em!

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Tuesday, 30 December 2008...

self-exempting belief

if you listened to the authorities all the time, mate, you’d die of starvation and bloody boredom, wouldn’t you? (male, thirties)

 

safely preserved from a particular end,

must the future then smack of the generic?

 

you remember reading blue hills in a library toilet,

knowing that’d do for affect (& effect.)

 

these days we rarely ponder, preferring to think. for

example, the secrets of the fragmentation grenade.

 

that is, lemonade & cheap bourbon

(the cheaper the better)

 

& afterwards we’d stagger home & think

about sex. well, that’s what we told people.

 

but then you have to tell them something.

 

like hitting your head going downstairs at gleebooks.

no chance of that in the kinokuniya at shinjuku,

 

although there’s a view of the rail lines

you don’t get in glebe.

 

books have followed you across the world like a

fetish, a lived history of your limited interests.

 

at some point you gave up on theory,

no hope for it really, although secretly…

 

well, not so secret any more. brighter sparks than you,

& so forth. (it’s four degrees out, according to the tv.

 

i wonder how many others are writing right now about

wondering if someone is sitting down to write something?

 

aussie poets should be safely in bed, except maybe

the daft & the expats. or the driven, or insomniac.)

 

it is 1.15 am in ebisu, yes. it’s a bit like a nervous

tic, a symptom of parrot fever. like this sore throat.

 

hoping the glow of the touchscreen doesn’t wake the kids,

& if it does, coaxing them back to sleep.

 

haruki coughing, hana huddled in the futon.

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not a resolution — but next year i’m gonna see if i can’t at least try to get my dumb arse into bed at a reasonable hour on work nights…

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Monday, 29 December 2008...

just completed — another internet quiz… i scored a 9! (which means my level of nicotine dependence is high…)

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